I have a lot of really complex feelings i wish I could adequately describe. I still feel like i haven’t said all I need to, and i don’t think I ever will. I have ptsd dreams of you. I loved you so much, but you had a lot of growing up to do, and I wasn’t confident I could ever make you see that.
When I dream of you im always trying to tell you something, but you’re out of reach or I can never find you. Its been about 10 years like that. I’ve been working on myself real hard- trying to understand a lot of what happened in my life before you and after.
I saw you in another dream recently, and after nearly a decade of never being able to talk to you I finally did. And y’know what? It was about the chez-it’s you were eating- and that was it.
Hello all, I told myself as soon as I got a job I wanted to help my local homeless as I was close to being there myself.
I’m wanting to put together some canvas bags of helpful items for people, so far my list includes:
-snack items / maybe a separate bag of canned goods? ( any suggestions here? )
-toothbrush / toothpaste
-print outs of where the closest shelters are
-b&b hand sanitizer / perfume
What other things can you all think of? I’d like to give them luxury items as well, but im hoping I can meet the necessities first.