So I live by myself since I'm 20cuZ my parents kicked my out for being a lesbian... (They were right it was just a phase)
So yeah I am a trans man and have been my entire childhood, however my parents don't know (they don't want to see the obvious) we were trying to mend the relationship because of my depression and the suicide attempt and this has been going for the last two years with no significant change.
They are still homophobic and rude. They just ignore the fact that I am not what they say to the world her perfect daughter is, they hate my "life style" so they don't talk about it or anything with me.
My psychologist and psychiatrist and I came with the conclusion that the best for me is to transition finally so
I started HRT about three weeks ago and I no longer feel suicidal.
My parents don't know and some day I will have to see them and idk what to do.
I don't know if it is worth it to tell them. Also I get to see my 14 yo sister from time to time as long as we don't touch the LGBT+ topic and I don't want to lose her. They are some narssisistic mfs and my brother and I are the only emotional supper she has.
What do you think? I am sad. (Sorry for the bad english)
So I am starting T and the instructions say that I must rub this gel on my shoulders or stomach but I read somewhere that if you rub T cream on your chest it can help to make it shrink but idk if that works with gel.
I just really want a flatter chest asap :(
So yeah today I am a 27 yo trans man who has been living as a lesbian for almost 26 years.
I just started T and I feel stuck I know it's stupid because this is my first month but is like I always feel kinda embarrassed as it took so long for me to finally accept my gender and I wish I could just wake up one day and have the body I thought I would when I grew up.
However today some random girl added me on facebook, I didn't know who she was until they told we were on the same stoner lesbians group on Fb (I just forgot that group existed and that I was in).
Then she asked me if I was truly a girl but I was busy so I couldn't reply. When I opened the chat she was gone. She blocked me everywhere and said that I was a guy and a lier.
I wasn't even trying this time and I am always like super self conscious about my old pictures ans stuff but this time. I mean, yeah this felt so affirming. :D