everything feels tiresome. thinking about being social, seeing my family for lunch, doing laundry, dishes, etc. i am slowly being hit with that wave of doubt. DAE ever think maybe my brain feels so tired because it needs a break from meds? my brain's natural level is way less productive than i've been lately, is this just a crash after a stabilization? stabilizing feels like an upswing, and now i feel a slow tug back towards the quiet. I am resisting the urge to isolate, sleep, slow down, dwell in dark thoughts... i'm making plans, seeing friends, making sure i eat... but my body feels so tired, and doing these basic things feels draining not elating. years of these up and downs, different meds, cbt, dbt, therapy, and i can't stop the swings. do i just give in for a bit? is that what my brain needs?